2010. Whoa.

So ready for the first post of this new year? Yay.

I want to get out of here. No, I'm not really upset, I just want to get OUT of here, I feel so stuck. I realized how many commitments are weighing me down, like districts, and piano, and voice. And I love all of them, don't get me wrong, but the things that I have signed up for...it's just way too much.

And we're miles from the middle of nowhere
And neither of us seems to care

We could be in a world where school DIDN'T matter nearly as much as it did, where grades did not define what would be our future, because only God knows. We could be in a world where there was only God's love, where all of this CRAP would be gone.

But really, this is unlikely. Heck, it's impossible. This will NEVER happen. Ever. And I don't mean this in a negative way, this is REALITY. Heyyyo.

But it's okay. Because I'm just in the world. I am not of it.

What about yourself?

~j

VOTD:

I therefore, a prisoner for the Lord, urge you to walk in a manner worthy of the calling to which you have been called,

Ephesians 4:1