Dear ED,
I be going to Poland. I refuse to let you come in between me living for my Lord. I am going to have a freakin fantastic time being His hands and feet and ignoring what you say. So SUCK. IT.
Love,
me
Thursday, July 29, 2010
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Friday, July 23, 2010
Spin me around again and rub my eyes
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Saturday, July 17, 2010
I want to run again. I miss that feeling.
I want God to 180 my life. Please.
I want Poland. I don't want this to stop me.
Gaining weight is so scary. So so so so so scary.
I want the people I can talk to back.
I wish everything could settle.
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Sunday, July 11, 2010
I hate not knowing. I hate being helpless, not knowing what this muggy future holds.
I'm scared. I know that I failed. I did not reach the goal that I have been working my tail off for. It kills me.
And to not know what is next...
I know that God's plan will work out, but when will I be able to see it?
~j
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Monday, July 5, 2010
Happy 4th :)
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Saturday, July 3, 2010
Those Small Moments
It's the few seconds, or even the minute of your day that can turn you around and take your breath away.
That sounds like a poem. :]
This evening, I was cleaning up the kitchen and my brother Brian and his fiance were packing up. Kristie asked me if I could hold Montana, her sister's daughter that she brought with her that day, while she packed up things in the car. I held Montana, this adorable one year old with skin the color of creamed coffee, black curly hair and the biggest brown eyes I've ever seen on such a young child. To be honest, I haven't hold a kid in quite some time. She was depending on me, her hands clutching on to my shirt and her legs around my waist. I bounced her and cooed softly in her ear, as she just woke up from a very short nap after swimming. My heart skipped a beat when she smiled at me.
She had such faith in the arms of whoever she fell into. She obviously was most comfortable in Kristie's arms, but she would stretch for either me or Brian when we walked by. She depended on us to care for her and love her. And it hit me...that's the way that we should depend on God. The childlike faith, so we hold on to His finger and never let go, knowing that He has the best in store for us. And I wonder what makes us grow out of that...
~j
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